Ok, don’t know anyone in here personally so I’m going to rant. It breaks me more and more each time someone tells me they love me, because apparently those words are so easy for people to say these days. In my entire life I’ve learned that no one, unless related to me, that says they love me ever mean it, therefore I initially don’t believe them, I’ve been waiting my whole adult life for the one person that tells me they love me and I feel it deep in my soul, someone I can trust from the get go. This one told me he loved me, and would never hurt me, he said he’d spend every moment of the day proving his love to me until I believed him, and when I finally fell for it, he turned away, he said he doesn’t have time to date anyone right now, two days later he changed his relationship status and I’d posting songs for her. Why do so many people find pleasure in breaking me further?? Why an I constantly being leery down and hurt. I can’t take much more of this pain. I need a man to live me and I’d willing to shout it from the rooftops, a man that can’t stand not seeing me, or taking to me. I need a man to care for me the way I wish I could believe they could. I need not to cry anymore.